I allowed my tears to slide down my cheek freely, it's just 一時氣結 because I didn't expect people to be so cruel and cold.
I let my tears slid and I sang along with the song, the song didn't relate to any of my experience. But simply helped to release my sadness and anger. I moved my head my hands along the melody and sang loud like a crazy woman, about half an hour. I dried my tears and laughed: why I have to allow other people affect my emotion. I guess it's because I'm a person with feeling, with flesh and with emotion. I'm a human being with beating and warm heart, that's why I could be hurt sometimes. But I'm strong afterall and nothing and nobody can defeat me.
Like the lyrics: 如果我是真的 決定付出我的心
能不能有人告訴他 別讓我傷心
